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you can complain because roses have thorns, or rejoice because thorns have roses
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Mental note to myself: Go find yourself a lover, soon!!! Time: 00:01 Hmmz, pretty tiring day today... was quite a boring start to the day. Woke up at around 9.30am, going like "Kaoz, like that onli??". Short to say, groggy to the max. Then realised my parents left me alone at home to starve like a nomad in the desert... what do they expect me to eat?? Bread? sheez... thank God they came back fast enough... Went for band at 2.00pm... Damn chaotic man! Was supposed to meet aaron at 2.30, but he came 5 min late leh!! haiz... and there i was stuck in the middle of the sec Ones playing "Bushdance" (yes, i remember aaron: te-et-ta-ta). Main band attendance quite bad today... can call TMS Band Wind Ensemble liaoz... feel sick la, as in literally... stomach ache... ha haa...then left aaron to conduct the main band while i made a dash for the toilet... *so paiseh*. Inside toilet also lame things happen... Van called me, but i din notice ma... Silent mode u see... den dunno what prompted her to call aaron... in the end also aaron had to msg me to call her back... get the jist? ha haa... but main band practice was not too bad... still remember why vanessa cannot be a porn star... haa haa... she claims i look familiar... i think its because we share the same porn website.. ha haa... joke only ah ppl... (ps: Zhi Jian din come today coz he went to see his dentist who had something fractured last wk during his actual appointment. Note to myself: Tell Zhi Jian he is lame!) Today, guess who was to'alleh tired?? it's none other than Aaron, the tired knight in shining armour... heh... he told me to go online to send him a song... but as always, he slept.. and by the time i called him at 11, he just woke up... (ps: refer to the time he was 5 min late ah...:P) Hey! watched Gilmore Girls just now... it just ended BTW... ha ahaa... such a sweet show... remind myself again to find a lover soon!!!! : ) I'm done for now... ta ta!! |
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need to know if you're my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you'll keep We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I'll be a shoulder to cry on when you're blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what's important to you, will you remember what's important to me too? With you my most favourite things I'll share, If only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, then I will know you are a friend most true. |
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mental note to myself: keep reminding ureself tt band camp wont flop!! Time: 23:13 Gosh am i sooo tired... cant believe i actualli walked round the whole of the City sia looking for the bloody masks!! haiz... the effort we go thru to make sure band camp is successful... today very scary.. aaron was very very angry, preactically screamed at the whole shopping centre thingy... SMACK man..!!! aniwaes, tomorrow my birthday.. dun think anyone will remember aniwaes... i am so unglam wat... the only thing they can remember about me is tt i am an absolute bitch... cant believe it man... i remember everyone's birthday and yet, no one remembers mine... (PS: pls try to forget other ppl's birthday...) so never mind la... Tomorrow going out with aaron for a concert... i pray its good... guess i am spending my birthday with him la... i think i am not havin such a good day after all... haiz... ta ta |
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mental note to myself: try not to be so sensitive Time: 10:45 Aniwwaes, yesterday went to Luvena's Chalet... wow... J was the fire starter, Aaron was the cook... and i was the food preparer... ha haa... and the chalet wasnt even ours leh... shoot... and i accidentally hit aaron's eyes (or nose?) damn hard loz... but i went home feeling quite moody la... was so tired when i reach home that i slept almost immediately... More on the Band Camp... i have successfully turned some ppl into ultra-bitches due to my influences... for example Timothy and Eugene... the rest dunneed to say la... they are like way beyond that!! ha haa... the confidence waslk was such a success!! i made a few gurls cry sia when i told them the ghost stories... ha haaa... shiok!! kee kee... but the sleeping wasnt tt great la... first nite, me and tim couldnt sleep... second night, aaron practically took all my blankets and towel away from me for him to use... hmmph! then i was left there stranded in the cold... Zhi Jian the slut of course as always have some sorta gastric thingy going on.. sheesh.. generally band camp was ok la... but after tt, me, J, Aaron and Vince had to take a cab to TP for a band workshop... hardcore hor?? he heee.. Later me will be going to Aaron's friend house cause basically i am bored... ha haa... i dun even noe his fren man... shameless me as always.. ha haa.. gosh.. now is onli 11... still have an hour to go before i get ready... till then... remember, putting your hands in between door frames only hurt them more... ha haaa... ta ta!! |